July 6, 2010

dedicated my 21st to God!

June 28, 2010

Halfway Gone

Wohoww wohoww
Halfway gone
I’m halfway gone

You were always hard to hold
So letting go aint easy
Im hanging on youre growing cold
While my mind is leaving

Talk, talk is cheap
Give me your word you can keep
Cause I’m halfway gone and Im on my way
And Im feeling, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Wohoww wohoww
Halfway gone
I’m halfway gone

You got one foot out the door
And choking on the other
Always think youre something more
Is just around the corner

Talk, talk is cheap
Give me your word you can keep
You can keep
Cause I’m halfway gone and Im on my way
And Im feeling, feelin feelin this way

Cause youre halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone

If you want me out, then Im on my way
And Im feelin, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in, but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Wohoww wohoww
Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Wohoww wohoww
Now Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone

Dont take too long, dont take too long
Wohoww wohoww
Cause Im on my way
If you take too long
Wohoww wohoww
Cause Im halfway gone and Im on way
And Im feeling, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone

If you want me out, then Im on my way
And Im feelin , feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in, but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Wohoww wohoww
Cause Im halfway gone, yeah Im halfway gone
Wohoww wohoww
Cause Im halfway gone, yeah Im halfway gone

June 21, 2010

21st

think mature, be mature!

Patience is the key.
i will wait.
let time take the test!

June 8, 2010

miss the good old times,
but i am giving a miss!

April 7, 2010

had some interesting converstations
with my friends at work.
if your wife or husband,
dont want or cannot have a child,
what will you do?
i said i will adopt 10 children,
they were like WHAT?
then i shared with them about after army,
going oversea like Thailand, Africa, Cambodia
to open a home to take in slaves.
In my mind, i was thinking that they will laugh
or make comment about it,
but the response was quite supportive.

thinking about that,
i am not sure whether i should
continue to study after army,
or just go and do what i want to do.
what's about the financial stuffs?
where can i get myself started?
how am i going to do it? (seem like a far reach dream)
my future is decided, as times pass i will know.
i love and want to do this!

the next conversation
what is faithful to you?
are you faithful?
if search deep down, i am not that faithful.
i want to have that faithfulness like the way Jesus shown.
a key to relationship.

last two weeks to attachment.
next two weeks to poly year three.
time flies.
checking out facebook,
viewing through photos of friends that i knew,
many i cannot really recognize,
well, a lot of changes in their life i guess.
still good to see them and in a way contactable.

March 26, 2010

i am simply amazed by God's work in me and around me.
for the good results God gave to me and the rest.
for the opportunity to ask my friends to come church.
be on time for work every single day.
(one thing i always cannot do last time)
for a good co-supervisor who are always there
to assist us in our experiments
for good friends in the workplace i have,
make my day lively
more & more & more & more & still more.

bye bye to March, hello to April!
did dedicated the month of March
to do something significant,
actions wise, on the move.
thinking wise, on the loose.
still going to work extra harder.
belief,action,outcome.
my belief got to be established mainly.

like zhong hua said,
do think twice before you act,
sometime, we have this intention,
yet other had other intention.
we dont really know what other think,
give a few seconds in some thinking,
than regret what you do for some period of time.
misled others hurt!

March 14, 2010

i am attached!
currently working in imre.
this week not really working
as i have to take a test
before having 'hand on' on the experiments.
much free time was given.
some references were given to read up on.
accompanied another group to watch
the supervisor doing some experiments.
love the lunch time.
we will just try out by taking random
shuttle bus around NUS to find foodcourts.
everyday, is different foodcourts.
*the prices there is cheaper than poly*
in this work, i still ask God for a fruitful day,
even though it seems like is quite free and easy.
i still want to make good use of the 6 weeks in imre.
after the test, i am given project on solar cell.
as time gets, it will get busier and tough.
learn how to cope and not complain about it!

my mind is constantly on the thinking,
is good at times,
is bad at times,
checking my motives and my intentions,
of going to the children's home,
in my serving,
on how i treat the other gender,
of going to the gym,

*is better to do something than do nothing*
*stop do nothing when you know there is something you need to do*

March 4, 2010

*Miracles Do Happen*

this one is stable,
to the next one,
dedicated the month of march to deal
with this matter.
run away from it, head on to it.
both is insane move.
face it and deal with it.

searched myself, just gave me a blank answer.
what does that mean?

dont leave God out of the picture,
share the yoke with Him,
tap on His strength to make it happen,
not on my understanding, my abilities,
as it is proven that is failed most of the time.
Wilson, wake up my own idea!

February 24, 2010

been hanging out with my classmates in library,
study together for this two weeks.
two papers down, two papers up.
continue to put my part in studying.
marks up to God!
going to say bye to year 2,
going to say hello to attachment.
experience work life real soon,

one of my classmate asked me to pray for him
as he is quite stressed and needed peace.
quite hesitated at first,
never pray for friend face to face in school,
while walking to exam room,
prayed a short prayer for him.
i took a step of faith to do something
out of my comfort zone.
learning how to fish this week.
still working on it, seeing some results!
not stopping at here, going for more!

February 19, 2010

watched k.o.3anguo,
someone in the show, said something
and it struck me.
draw a circle around you,
inside the circle, who are they?
those who are in it,
you will do everything you can,
to protect those in the circle.