April 7, 2010

had some interesting converstations
with my friends at work.
if your wife or husband,
dont want or cannot have a child,
what will you do?
i said i will adopt 10 children,
they were like WHAT?
then i shared with them about after army,
going oversea like Thailand, Africa, Cambodia
to open a home to take in slaves.
In my mind, i was thinking that they will laugh
or make comment about it,
but the response was quite supportive.

thinking about that,
i am not sure whether i should
continue to study after army,
or just go and do what i want to do.
what's about the financial stuffs?
where can i get myself started?
how am i going to do it? (seem like a far reach dream)
my future is decided, as times pass i will know.
i love and want to do this!

the next conversation
what is faithful to you?
are you faithful?
if search deep down, i am not that faithful.
i want to have that faithfulness like the way Jesus shown.
a key to relationship.

last two weeks to attachment.
next two weeks to poly year three.
time flies.
checking out facebook,
viewing through photos of friends that i knew,
many i cannot really recognize,
well, a lot of changes in their life i guess.
still good to see them and in a way contactable.